Wow. I have never cried that hard for a friend. Not that I don't miss any other friends, but I personally think it was my friend Risa's skills at crying that made me burst into tears. And this wasn't even the day when she was leaving! This was on Tuesday morning, when I showed the whole class the movie I made for Risa.
Since at the end, it says big group hug, everyone gave her a giant group hug, and that's when the waterworks started i guess. She was crying a lot. When I looked at her, I reminisced and thought about how much I was gonna miss her, so that's when I started crying. Lots of people cried. But some didn't. Those that didn't, cried the next day. LOL. I wasn't there. But 2 people didn't cry at all. Just not emotional people I guess. After that crying my tears dried up, and I didn't cry anymore. MISS YOU LOTS RISA!!
Love you lots Risa!!! Thanks for being such a fun and great friend! You'll be glad to know you're one of my best friends in the world!!!!!!!!! You already know that :P
I WILL MEET YOU IN JAPAN SOON! lol..need to plan that <<<
Hah...The mood of depression has disappeared. I had a depression period twice already. Once was when I came back from Malaysia and I was really really really really upset. Cried for hours. I'm serious. Missed Malaysia so much at that moment. Felt homesick the moment I came into the house. The cold dreary house. Pluh........ The second time was when I really really really missed my best friend Kim. Just missed her a lot. A lot.
So this third time is over. But it was not that serious. A low level of depression; sort of like a huge worry at the top of my Worry List (I'm being honest, I do have one mentally). The most drastic one is of course the Malaysia one. Cried for how many hours for at least 4 days. There was once I just burst into tears in front of Sherp. If you remember Sherp...this was in Jan 2007. I came into your room and I was really sad. And then you tried guessing why I was sad and then I cried. Well, now you know. Not a stupid reason to cry for actually. I was missing Lynna and malaysia so much. (and of course everyone else..but I spent a lot of time with Lynna..and i mean a LOT)
Haih..life goes on anyway. People have these 'times'. I do too, of course. Tomorrow and Thursday I have my drama evenings. I'm one of the lead parts for the class act. A doggie!! :D Hopefully my mum will take some photos :) And then I'll post them here. And also, due on Thursday is my Science project! I made my project : What is DNA? I even made a model of a double helix! :D
I'm gonna go read Eclipse now. And Mummy, if you are reading this, I AM GOING TO BUY NEW MOON NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!!!! AND ALSO, SHAUNA WILL POST ME BREAKING DAWN WHEN WE ARE IN QATAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MUST HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D THANK YOU. muahahahahahahahahahahaha! (yay! good evil laugh!)
Hehe..writing ^that up there^ is making me hyper! Better not be. AHHH Haven't drunk my milk yet! Whoopps......
